The Outsider
I have to admit, sometimes I feel like an outsider in this industry.
It was almost 3 years ago that we started BIG Folio. In fact, its inception was more or less accidental. At the time, I had no idea we would be successful. Nor did I have any idea my passion for photography (which started long before) would be renewed.
Unfortunately, it has put me in a strange position. If you look around, there is no shortage of photographers who also now sell to other photographers (be it seminars, DVDs, actions, accessories, software, or the like). Don't get me wrong, I think this is great for the industry. I just happen to be the opposite: I am the entrepreneur who now wants to be a photographer.
In industry forums and events, I will always be known first as "Erik from BIG Folio". That is fine–I'm proud of that. What's unfortunate is everthing I say or do seems to be taken with a grain of skepticism, even though my only aim is to share my expertise with other photographers (or, on rare occasions, defend our business). Also unfortunate is that I often have to keep my mouth shut during some conversations, while photographers acting as shills for other companies don't. If you don't believe that last part–trust me, it happens.
Perhaps I worry too much about being accepted by other photographers, instead of simply striving to take great pictures. Perhaps I worry too much about my competitors, when I should just keep doing what got us this far.
Perhaps someday I won't be an outsider.










